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A Handful of Flaws...

My goal is to read 12 books this year. So far, I’ve finished one book that I started in December, and I started a new book that I learned of from The Tim Ferris Show podcast. The book is The One Thing, and the author is Gary Keller, founder of Keller Williams Realty.
I may do a book report when I complete the book, but I wanted to share something that I thought was simple, and hopefully useful.

One of my goals this year is to read 12 books. Maybe I should do Book Reports.

One of my goals this year is to read 12 books. Maybe I should do Book Reports.

Typically, with self-improvement, I strive to focus on building new positive habits, and the books drops some gems about making it easier to build good habits. But this sentence struck me in an interesting way:
“A pioneer of quality-control management, [Joseph M.] Juran had noticed that a handful of flaws would usually produce a majority of the defects.”

The focus of the chapter was basically, the Pareto Principle, efforts, and results, but this sentence struck me, because it got me thinking in the opposite way I’m usually working.

If a handful of flaws produced a majority of the defects, what if in life, we first aimed to set up little actions or systems to eliminate the habits that don’t serve us? For me, a lot of times I try to develop a useful habit that may be difficult to train, but what if instead, I first worked on ways to make it hard for me to make certain bad decisions.

Examples:
- SPENDING LESS TIME ON MY PHONE is a worthy goal, but what if I 1.) Buy a watch (My Father would be happy to hear this, which will be a blog post when I buy a watch). A watch would help because right now, I have to pick up my phone to keep track of time. 2.) Only put the interesting apps on my iPad (which stays in my studio) 3.) Keep magazines in the bathroom (so i have something to look at other than Instagram)
- DRINKING A GALLON OF WATER DAILY would be nice, but what if I bought Sparking Water or tea (which, for me, makes it easier to drink less beer.)

And perhaps I’m just thinking about it in reverse, but the thought is, if I first focus on making it harder to make bad decisions, significant improvements can come before I’ve accomplished the challenging work of building a “positive” habit. And perhaps that improvement can give the momentum to build better habits. I’ll give it a shot and let you know how it’s going.

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In A Bit Of A Funk...

Some random lines, and familiar text work. It feels good.

Some random lines, and familiar text work. It feels good.

I haven’t created anything with my hands in over a month. I’ve been shooting with my camera (which has been fun). I’ve organized my studio (which feels liberating). And I’ve given a lot of thought to how I want to move forward in my creative life. But as far as the process of creating with my hands, I’ve been blocked. So today, I’m wanting to be in the studio and to do SOMETHING. No plan. No concern with results. Just do some shit. Pick up a brush and marker, and put some marks down.

The image above was the first thing. It feels good. I’m going to continue for the evening.

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Taking My Inner Artist On A Date

I don’t fancy myself a musician, but I love music. And often, the process of creating music is the way my mind connects to creating visual art. I can have much longer conversations about musicians and their process than I can visual artists.

For a long time I’ve wanted to “tinker with sound”. Not necessarily make music with any grand ideas, just be able to come home after a long time and put together sounds that captured the essence of a day that I’d enjoy listening to later.

More recently, I’ve also wanted to start an informal podcast. Just something where I get to talk to people I like, share an experience, and record the conversations.

So for my Artist Date, I went to Sam Ash off Tyvola Rd., in Charlotte, NC,

Here are some things I learned from the experience.

  • I like the knobs, dials, and craftsmanship of instruments and audio equipment.

  • I was nervous about taking pics in the store (I know why, but that shouldn’t matter. You can ask me about that if you want to know)

  • I don’t know anything about music (so it makes me want to research specific equipment and learn more. Inspiration)

  • Ask “stupid” questions. It’s an easy way to engage people.

  • Approaching people as an complete amateur allows people to be an expert and if they know what they’re talking about, that enjoy that.

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Unexplained Necessities

Something I have been thinking about a lot lately - and a response to a conversation I had yesterday with another artist who felt the same way...

Artists often feel compelled to create things that don't demand to be created - other than to scratch their own itch, satisfying some unexplained compulsion. Often it's to see something tangible that only exists in their head, sometimes it's a response to the world around them. It can be a myriad of prompts, but creators gon' create! 

I think when I get too focused on where I will be showcasing work, and how I will show it, I start to get stuck in my head about why people NEED to see it. Often that's not a question I can answer. But when I consider the entirety of my creative experiences and what they do for my life, it makes me realize that the answer is within the question. It needs to exists because I felt a need to make it, and its existence serves me - even if it serves no one else. 

 But chances are, if I needed to see something this bad, then someone else needed to see it too, or it would at least be a catalyst for some necessary dialogue. I feel that my creative life should show up in ways that don't first require me to explain why. If I create, then it should be somewhat rare that my consumption is not affected, or "polluted" by my own creative process. The home I rent or buy should look like MY home, the clothes I buy should look like MY clothes, I should have writings, music, and performances that speak to my vision of the world, and make it very clear WHY these things needs to exist. The existence of anything I can and will create should be as absolutely necessary as my own existence...

Because you know what?! I do not NEED to exist, but I'm here, and I'm sure as hell going to behave like the world needs me!

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The Hunt For Inspiration

Something I haven't been doing nearly enough lately... Photo Walks. A great way to just take in my environment, see things with fresh eyes, and capture images of things that fascinate me. I quickly pass by so many things that capture my interest, without 'stopping to smell these "roses"'. Today while in Atlanta, I did a bit of walking with my camera, and here's what I found. I'll spend this evening sketching ideas these images inspire, and hopefully, I'll see these things find their way into my creative process. 

The Beauty Of Man

"Do you shoot men nude?"
"Why don't you shoot men nude?"

I've done it before. It was cool. But it's a different experience. I appreciate the beauty of men, but I don't see men's bodies the same way as I see women's bodies. FOR ME, there are a number of factors that making photographing men nude different than photographing women nude. But I do appreciate the beauty in men. And when I look through my images and don't frequently see men, it bothers me, because it makes it seem as if I don't see men as beautiful. But I do. So I'm going to explore this more. I'll stretch beyong my comfort zone to get more male figures in front of this lens. I'll also collect my thoughts about why I experience photographing men nude as different than photographing women nude. 

This was a great shoot with Roscoe. I look forward to shooting with him again, as well as other nude dudes! But... I'm not particularly comfortable being in close proximity to bare penises that are not my own.
I guess I'll get over it."

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Celebrating Growth (NSFW)

Quiet as it's often kept, grown human women naturally grow hair in abundance on places that are not their head. They seem capable of deciding whether to shave it or leave it be. How we can decide that's NOT feminine, I'm not sure.
Anyhoo, I'll just be over here doing what I usually do... using my lens to celebrate some #UnashamedGrownWomanShit.  

 

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Male Nudes... or Nah?

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Looking through my body of photography, my photo work often feels overwhelmingly unbalanced. I don't typically shoot male nudes (for reasons that will be discussed in another blog post), but I think I need to capture more men with a similar vulnerable, appreciative, and non-judgmental approach that I aim to photograph women. 

I have a private Instagram page @UnashamedGrownWomanShit, where I post some of the uncensored nude images I've captured over the years. I've recently wondered what place male nudity has in Unashamed Grown Woman Shit. Can it be used to create positive dialogue in a space that generally I've curated to celebrate women? While I shoot what I want, I try to honor how people connect to what I do. 

So I asked a question... "Should @UnashamedGrownWomanShit include male nudity?" I got a ton feedback! I found it interesting, because 76% of you that replied to the survey (mostly women),  wanted me to share male nudity on the page. However, 50% of the comments said "No".

I loved the thoughtful feedback, and I'll share a few responses that resonated with me. 

"As a woman I don’t want to be ashamed of the pleasure I experience from observing bodies, female or male (or other forms that don’t fit so snugly into the binary for that matter.)"

" I feel like the page has made it a positive space for women to appreciate women who have bodies as their own that they may not have otherwise felt comfortable in. It's so body positive and for women society is still not as progressive as it should be when it comes to women's bodies and celebrating them and not just seeing them as means of sexual gratification because that is not our purpose on earth. I just feel like having men on the page would distract from that. "

"I’m here for [CHD:WCK!'s] view. The fact that what he creates makes us feel positive about ourselves is a bonus. If he chooses to include men in his art here, and it provides the same honesty and positive thoughts in men then it’s not an infringement but an expansion that is needed more than ever."

"I think it’s important to have this space for women to be expressive and free without infringing on that. Sure, the male form is beautiful but in a space that was originally intended to depict women it can seem a bit intrusive."

"Art how you wanna art man. If it feels like your headed in the right direction... Go there. If you aren't sure take your time.... (but I do think you received some great feedback concerning impact of your art which is definitely worth taking into consideration)"

At the end of the day, I create in order to bridge gaps... to share things I think are beautiful and not celebrated enough. I create so I can see things that I don't get to see enough. But when I share the work, i share it for you!

Overall, my decision is to keep @UnashamedGrownWomanShit focused on the female form. I will look to curate my work in a way that shares even more things and body types that I believe are not celebrated enough. However, the work posted here will only be a portion of what I capture and create. Occasionally, male nudity will creep into the page. But the comments I received made me realize that on the rare occasions when this happens, I want to try to share the male form in a way that still promotes the feminine viewpoint - PERHAPS even requesting submissions of nude men taken by women in this audience. 

As I expand my creativity, I will definitely be sharing more nude work celebrating male, women, and non-binary experiences. If interested,  you will be finding more of these types of work at http://chdwck.com/ and https://www.patreon.com/chdwckart, and if you see fit to support my efforts to maintain safe spaces to share my work in an uninhibited way, I greatly appreciate it!